Das Licht des Geists

I haven't written for quite a while. I would like to say it's because I have been so busy, but we all know that wasting time is one of the things I have been "busy doing." So, I have returned to the blogosphere to write an entry on what I have been feeling recently.

As finals week approaches, so many find themselves in the throes of anxiety and stress over final projects, capstones, events, grades, and general frustration. My roommate Michelle and I have decided that we are tired of caring so much and would rather be happy individuals than pull our hair out over silly things like grades. Instead, we plan to do our best but not be stressed and just accomplish what we can, while leaving time for more important things-like happiness.


This semester has been one of transition for me. I came back to school feeling like a college student, ready to get to work and just get "it" over with. I did my senior recital, I planned a choir tour, I applied and was accepted to a few seminaries, I filled out paperwork for my future, I worked with my a cappella group, and I started serving a new ministry at my church. It's funny how when we start to focus on tasks instead of inner emotion how much God does within us without our knowledge. In the wake of my responsibilities, I feel more mature, but I also feel a peacefulness.

Of course, I am human and feel frustration and anxiety, but the thing that outweighs those feelings is one of release. I know that God has planned our days, and I am just so grateful to be living them. I have been able to breathe more deeply, enjoy my relationships, forge new friendships, and worry less about what's going on in my "stressful" life and just enjoy it instead!

The Advent season has arrived, and this year, I feel prepared to experience what God offers. Preparation and focus are two parts of Advent, when we wait for the coming of the Lord. As most who know me are aware, I LOVE Christmas, but I think I almost like Advent more. Waiting, preparing, watching, and cherishing are things that are exciting to me this year. I want the peace and wonderment I feel to continue throughout the months of December and January, allowing for reflection and love.

So, if you, as you read this little blog post are feeling a little stressed just take a minute and invite the peace. If you aren't religious, that's okay, just invite your soul to be calmed and meditative.

And, last but not least, here are some things I am listening to:

"Christmas Time"-Phil Wickham
"Turning Page"-Sleeping at Last
"Take Care"- Drake
"Grow Till Tall"-Jonsi


So, listen to some songs and take a moment to quiet yourself. It is worth it.